Never ever quit...

Hiya frens,
This time iam back not crazy, but with something serious which i feel like gushing out loud. Just a few weeks before i heard something which really touched me, made me lose a day's sleep. I just met an old friend of mine, who said one of her cousin's with whom i have played in my childhood attempted suicide. I just felt my emotions running due to two good reasons:
one she was someone who i enjoyed to be with and two, she is no older than me(of course, i know that suicide has nothing to do with age)

So, where did it all start? This girl was affected by an attack of TB around two years ago(don't ask me if she smoked...you know what, the passive smokers i.e, people who don't smoke are usually more susceptible to problems). And coming to the reason of her suicide attempt is what touched me more than anything else...she resolved that she should not be yet another carrier of the disease and didn't want people to look down at her...( i can see the real pain..)

I just didn't know how to react to the disturbing info i got. All i could do at that time was to ask about her condition. (thank nature !! she was saved and she is fine now). I always wanted to write about suicide-(God I Quit!!)- attitude, but i never knew i will be hit with such an incident.

As a lyricist i can feel the truthfulness behind these lines,

"WHEN TEARS DON'T STOP FLOWING FROM EYES,
AND NO ONE APPEARS TO BE OWN,
WHEN DEATH APPEARS BEAUTIFUL THAN LIFE,
A PERSON IS FORCED TO COMMIT SUICIDE."
But in this issue i don't want to be a lyricist.. i can sound more logical by saying: "the most bold decision a coward can take and the most coward decision a valiant can take are just the same- SUICIDE, a permanent solution to a temporary problem" But logic doesn't work often when people are in vain..

All i can tell those who try to indulge in the idiotic ( i can't find more suitable word) thought of suicide is: Life is not over with your eyes closing and heart stopping to beat...
there will certainly be people missing you badly...
just think for sometime in peace..Afterall, you can't burn a beautiful dress at-once just because it got stained...rite??

So,
Stay strong,
and start loving yourself,
you are special for someone..
And you'll meet that someone at the right time..

Keep smiling, afterall hope sustains life :)

catch u ppl soon,
do comment,
nandhu :)