Come back...

Hiya,
So my semester practicals are almost over and just the communication skills lab is left out and here is nands blogging happily...but wait, am i really happy?? er..it's a difficult question for me to answer now...
With my marks dropping down in one particular subject (which i actually love..because of the staff handling it...) and he asking me with all kind considerations (which is quite unique with my department male-staffs..), i was unable to speak a word in front of him...(for i knew i have really made him feel down..). Coming back home, something even more disturbing happened...mom and dad felt bad about my marks...(though i know it's hard to convince parents in case of marks,
i felt really down since i held the whole responsibility...)
As i have this habit of writing lyrics, when i feel bad, i started to write one... I wanted some good time to come soon...thought about my guy, who i really missed out...and here is the one which i wrote...

COME BACK


Come back, hold my hands,
lemme feel your presence again
come back stay next to me,
let our whispers scent the air
come back come back
for life is not the same without you,
come back come back now
my heart aches to be with you...

oh my guy, just don't stare
as you dunno me..
for it stabs a huNdred times
more than the shiny knives,
now my hand seems tO be empty
without yours in it,
my little heart seems tO be too heavy
filled with your thoughts,
So, come back come back Now
my journey is hard without you
come back comE back
I wanna be with you...

That day I thought it was yet another fight,
all I knew then was, It's gonna be all right
But till now the things are not the way I thought,
my heart tells me now, it was all my fault..
My poor heart can never hide my love,
my stupid arms want to hold you close,
not thinking about the world that's around us,
My mind is getting mad about you...

So come back to me - come back
You are my World - come back
come back to me - come back
my LOVE is true - come back
C-O-M-E B-A-C-K.....

For people who want to know about him, all I can tell is his name…I have made a few letters in the 2nd para ‘bold’ …put those letters together to find his name…

For witty ones, who have understood the pun, KUDOS !!!

For the rest, sorry guys, better luck next time… ;)

do comment,
catch you soon,
nandhu :)

rite now: searching for a new guitar class, planning to study the subject which i did miserably bad, waiting to meet one of my best friend who is coming home tom :)

Are you possessive or being possessed?

Hiya!!
I didn't have any idea to blog till noon. But a friend of mine suggested to write about "possessiveness". Hey, i liked the topic. So here Iam.
So what does a dictionary define it as? "not wanting to share Sb/sth". Everybody is possessive about something or the other-even a 2 year old with its dad/mom, a 5 year old with it's toys..then as the time passes ..possessiveness on friends, on lover... so extends the list..
There are just 2 scenes:

-1-
Boy: you seem 2 spend more time with others than with me..
Girl: nope....
Boy: no !! u do...don't do that again...
Girl:Why are you acting weird? STOP trying to be possessive... It bothers me....

-2-
Girl: c'mon how can you act as if you don't care for me?
Boy: What makes you feel that way?
Girl: The other day you teased me along with others..
Boy: It doesn't mean anything..
Girl: It does..you no more care for me...

In both these cases, the underlying current is possessiveness. When someone becomes close to us, we tend to feel as if we care more for them, than themselves.That's what land us in being possessive. Actually speaking there is nothing wrong about possessiveness as long as it doesn't bother the person on whom you are possessive. But once if the person feels it intriguing, it's time to stop acting so.

A senti-friend of mine said, "Why don't people understand that being possessive means, there is love underneath?"

Another friend of mine said, "people confuse care with possessiveness. There is a subtle difference between them, since possessiveness is not a fun anymore if the person feels uncomfortable."

Everybody has different opinions..and this is mine: "It's good to be possessive, after all it shows love. In fact i love to have people who are possessive & don't lemme down in-front of someone else (with whom iam not that very close). But everybody needs some space to breathe..so, letting people to breathe freely is also a sign of love. "

So, be possessive when someone feels down, it cheers them; But allow them to be themselves, it shows them how much you love them for being themselves.

I just forgot what my other friend said, "You idiot, you have microprocessors exam, and you are blogging about who-gives-a-damn-possessiveness.."

oh God!!i forgot that...my models are going on and it's time to read...

Do comment,
catch u soon,
nandhu :)

Rite now: A lil bit busy wid study books, Thinking "Have i really hurt someone by being possessive?" ;)

Women love to speak!!!

It has been a long time since i blogged. And even now i don't know what to blog on. But wait, i think i have something in my mind...Why not about women??(the ones who are always teased by men for thinking aloud and for being indirect..) For Guys over there, i know you people go behind reason and logic, my entire post actually is based on those things...

I have heard this a hell lot of times, be it from my grandpa, my dad, my brothers or some other guys(who are lucky enough to get committed).
"Nandhu, You know what, i wonder how she keeps talking all through the day. "(by the way she refers to any women..my granny, mom, nieces....) I never knew how to respond to those lines, because am no different. I spend a whole day with my friends, return home, then again i start to message or call them. The truth is, these things sound weird only for guys.


WOMEN LOVE TO TALK !!
If you think there are women who are silent and don't speak much, then probably you aren't that close to her. Every women loves to talk!! Men see the telephone as a communication tool for relaying facts and information, but a women sees it as a means of bonding. Usually mothers talk to, and look at, baby girls more often than baby boys. Since a girl's brain is better organised to send and receive speech, parents talk to her more. Consequently, mothers who try to talk their sons are usually disappointed to receive only short grunts. (am not actually complaining anyone...it's the general truth)

SO WHY WOMEN NEED TO TALK?
Men's brain are compartmentalised and at the end of the day can file the problems away. But the only way women get rid of their problems is by talking about them. So her objective is to discharge the problems, not to find conclusions.
Generally, women sees her thinking ALOUD as friendly, sharing. But men perceive them as complaints and thinks that they need to fix those problems.(100% wrong!!)

GUYS-THE SILENT TALKERS
If men complain women about their LOUD thoughts, women start complaining that the guys turn silent when they have to speak.(i have actually did it a few times when it comes to
my bro ;) )

And now i know the reason, in case of problems, guys TALK TO THEMSELVES-SILENTLY.
When he says, "can you leave it to me?", he means it. But the worst part is, only another man can understand what a silent talking is.

May be that's why guys prefer to have a silent drink and women love to chit-chat even while watching a movie...

Want more proof?? Just go to a greeting card section, pick out one you like. Chances are you pick a card with more words and less space for you to write, if you are a guy and vice-versa.

And now am wondering, if i have been speaking a lot..(never mind, WOMEN LOVE TO TALK !!)
So its simple, guys don't complain if a girl speaks a lot and you feel boring..just tell her in polite way.

And for girls over there, just because you love to talk, you can't keep talking all the time..when guys tell / shows dis-interest, try to stop or you might end up in the crying game(which most of the men can't handle).

So what am I doing here, a counselling section thru' my blog ?? Err..this is what a girl actually does, type and then think.

Anyways, do comment.

catch you soon,
nandhu :)

Right now: am reading "3 mistakes of my life" , learning viking language scripts, searching a good viking pattern for my new finger ring

உணராமலே...

என்ன தான் இருந்தாலும் தமிழ் தமிழ் தான்...வழக்கம் போல அன்னிக்கும் class ரொம்ப போர் அடிச்சுது ...அதான் சும்மா கவிதை எழுத (கிறுக்க) ஆரம்மிசிடேன் ... :)

உணராமலே ....

* கண்களால் என்னை கைது செய்யவில்லை
உன் இதயத்தில் என்னை சிறை பிடிக்கவுமில்லை
காரணம் மிக எளிது -
பூக்களைக்கூட கிள்ளாத தேவதையடி நீ...

* வெளிச்சமற்ற நிசியில் உன் நிழல் உன்னைப்பிரிவதுண்டு
அனால் உணர்ந்து பார், அப்போதும் என் சுவாசம் உன் அருகில் தான்...

* உன் மனதிற்கு தெரியாமலே, என்னைக் கடதியவள் நீயடி !!
என் நிலை தெரிந்தால் வருதப்ப்படுவாயா? - அல்ல
கைகளால் உன் உதட்டை மூடி கள்ளத்தனமாய் சிரிப்பாயா??

*குறுநகையோ, 'உச்' கொட்டும் வருத்தமோ,
காலம் கடத்தாதே தேவதைப்பெண்ணே !
இதற்கான காரணமும் மிக எளிது -
இரண்டுமே உன் முகத்தில் அழகுதான் ,
என்னை மீண்டும் கடத்த, உணராமலே
நீ செய்யும் யுக்திகள் தான்...


Right now: Iam bitterly confused...iam worried about my PG...already some of ma frens have started their preparations...But me??? :'( Iam google-ing on-and-off about PG courses...
But i end up orkutting, posting blogs... Will i ever get serious?????


Anyways, its time to bid a bye...(for, my cuz is here and it's really tough trying to keep little kids away from computers)

catch u soon,
nandhu :)

While You Were Sleeping....

Hiya,
It has been a long time since i posted my last post (to damn with my MOdulator-DEModulator...)
Just thinking back what i did the last week, i cannot think of something special. As usual, slept a lot in my classes, read a novel (ppl called it horror fiction-ya i agree it was fiction, but certainly not a horror acc to me) , wrote a lyric or two in boring class hours, scribbled quotes on my desk (i dunno y, but at tyms am a bad gal ;) ) ....
Fine so what now?? For a change, am trying a movie-review (a 1995 movie, a little bit old..but one of the best i have seen ...)

Movie: While you were sleeping
Cast: Sandra Bullock(as Lucy),
Bill Pullman(as Jack), Peter Gallaghar(as Peter)
Genre: Romantic comedy

Lucy works as a toll booth clerk on railway and loves to travel. She has no family, and is usually stuck doing holiday shifts. She has noted one man who uses the station all the time (Peter), and she likes him and thinks she is going to marry him one day. On the day of Christmas, he was hurt by a group of guys. She rescues him when he is thrown onto the train tracks just before a train comes into the station. Peter goes into coma and Lucy wasn't allowed to see him. She lies that, she is his fiancee. And this starts the rest. The whole family of Peter believes it and when she tries to tell them the truth, she learns taht Peter's grandmother has a heart problem and hesitates. Soon she is treated as a member of this nice family as a member.

There comes Peter's brother, Jack who has doubts about Lucy and he constantly keeps questioning her about Peter-Lucy's love. She gives a plausible explanation everytime. The only one who knows the truth is the family friend Sam and he too feels that the news has to be broken carefully (he loves the family and doesn't want them hurt). Oddly enough his one effort at meddling almost screws up the situation. In the mean time, Jack and Lucy find that they are also growing more attracted to each other. At last, Peter who was in coma all this time wakes up, and though he says that he doesn't remember Lucy, he starts liking her.

The day before the wedding, Jack visits her to give her a present - a snowglobe of Floren, Italy, the place that she has always wanted to go to. As he leaves, Lucy asks him if he could give her any reason why she shouldn't marry Peter. Jack hesitates before saying that he cannot give a reason, and sadly leaves.

On the day of the wedding, Lucy starts to feel more and more guilty over her lie and her feelings for Jack, when it's actually Peter she's marrying. Lucy suddenly starts to object. Jack is surprised and objects too. She tells the family who she is and what went wrong in the hospital. She tells the parents she's fallen in love with their son, but points out that it's not Peter, but Jack. Also showing up to object to the union is Ashley, Peter's real fiancee, whom the family learns also happens to be married. As the family argues, Lucy leaves, unsure of her future.

The final scene opens with Lucy on her last day of work at the station. As she accepts tokens from passengers, an engagement ring falls through the toll window. When Lucy looks up, she sees Jack and his family standing there. Jack walks into the collection booth and proposes to Lucy.

The film ends with the two happily married in wedding attire, on the back of a train departing from the station, complete with a sign reading "Just Married". Lucy narrates that she planned to marry Peter but married Jack instead and that he gave her the World by fulfilling her dream of getting her passport stamped and taking her to Florence for their honeymoon. She also explains that Peter once asked when she fell in love with Jack, and Lucy replied, "It was while you were sleeping."

The performances are flawless, and the movie as a whole is really charming. (I personally feel that the movie is worth for more than a single watch...Thanx for the Star movies, thanx for my free evening, and above all thanx for my sis, for being not being at home and for letting me to watch the movie peacefully :) )

do comment, (but beyond try to watch the movie...i think you won't regret if you love to laugh)
nandhu :)

Belated friendship day wishes

Hiya!!

As iam typing this post, i remember my sis fighting with me for celebrating friendship day. Her logic is, "nandhu, friendship is not restricted to one day, you need not call or sms your friends to tell them how special they are to you on that day alone...this sounds pointless for me.." I also do have a few other friends who agree with my sis..But i feel it in a different way...
Though am a proud Indian, and i sing the national anthem (on all occasions whenever it is played), i feel my blood exactly flowing through the vessels when i sing it on the independence day, with a flag pinned to my dress..
Just the same Nanogic (clipped version of Nandhu's + Logic), we all need at least one day to tell our people, how much they are into our life and how much we are happy about it..(NOTE: I used 'at least' and certainly not 'utmost' )
May be that's why we are into such days of celebrations....
Right from my schooling, i have had just a very few close friends...But its not the number that counts right? They have always been the best and thank nature for that !!

Here is the maximum thing that i can do (sitting in front of my PC) for my friends...
a few lines may be in english this time...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~

PROMISE ME


Oh my dear,
i hate if it rains,
when we stride -for i can't
let those drops to fell between us...



oh my love,
i just can't bear
when it snows
'coz my eyes can't miss you
for a second in those snowy flakes






oh my life,
the spring is none the less
for iam angry about that too,
it's not for the lovely days,
but for the sounds of the birds
which snoop into my dream
where it was only you and me
oh my lovely life!!




Oh my heart,
summer is certainly not great,
for it never begs your pardon
even when it makes you sweat
So, just a not and
i Will stow it away



Oh my friend,
i know you look at me so weird,
but dare not ,
for i like nothing else when
you are near

Oh my staunch,
just PROMISE ME only once,
and let's conquer the magic land
where
joy rains, love snows,
friendship speaks and
i see you smiling all the time...

~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~*~
(if you feel these lines sound like a kid's, sorry i can't help it...it is meant to be this way)

anyways, "belated happy friendship day" to ma frens who have read the whole thing patiently :)

Right now:
iam still doing the handwriting analysis
iam also practicing tattooing :)
my 1st tattoo--->



do comment(if u feel like)
catch u soon,
nandhu :)

காதலர்கள் தினமாம்...

hiya !
its me again(C'mmon u certainly can't expect someone else in my blog, right??) . Right now a helluva things are bugging me. The announcements for many symposiums keep coming into my track, but i don't have even one single paper to present; friends are demanding me to come for "nadodigal" movie (i hate it, no big reasons- i just hate those village-looking actors); my guitar master is gonna push me out of the class today by 7 pm, if am not gonna play those minor chords; one best friend of mine who promised to be with me today, couldn't make things work(it wasn't her fault, but she ruined my ideas of chit-chats and interesting GOSSIPS ;) ) . . . .

So here is nandhu, blogging...it has been a long time since i posted a string(read as lengthy string) of Tamil lines... those who can read the language of Tamil, just give it a try.. i hope you wont regret :)

காதலர்கள் தினமாம்

# அந்த பள்ளி சீருடையை மாற்றி
களைப்பு தெரியாமல் முகம் கழுவி,
அவளிடம் முத்தங்கள் பெற்று -
விசுக் - விசுக் கென வேகமாய் நடைகள் போட்டான்
கடற்கரை நோக்கி - அன்று காதலர்கள் தினமாம் !!

# கண்ணதாசனின் பெயர் தெரியாது,
தாஜ்மகாலின் நிறம் தெரியாது,
சிகப்பு ரோஜாகளின் சிறப்பு தெரியாது,
எனினும் அது அவனுள் வானவில் தோன்றும் நாள்
- அன்று காதலர்கள் தினமாம் !!

# "கீழ் விழும் பொருட்கள் அனைத்தும் புவியீர்ப்பால்"
- என்ற அன்றைய அறிவியல் பாடம்
அவனது சிறு மூளைக்குள் உதிக்க,
புவியீர்ப்பு ்சக்திக்கு நன்றிகள் சொல்லியப்படி
நடைகள் போட்டான் ;
காதலில் விழுவதற்கு அதுவே காரணமென்றெண்ணி.

# கடற்கரை மணல் கால்களில் பட
சிந்தனைகளை ஓரம் கட்டி விட்டு,
விறுவிறுப்பாக முகத்தைதத் துடைத்தப்படி,
காதல் ஜோடிகளின் அருகில் சென்று,
கூவத்தொடங்கினான்
"சுண்டல் சுண்டல்" என்று,
அன்று காதலர்கள் தினமாம் -
அந்த சுண்டல் விற்கும் சிறுவனின் வாழ்வில் கோலாகலமாம் ! !

and that's it for now, do post ur comments...
nandhu :)


right now:
iam learning graphology (handwriting analysis), if you people are interested give me some handwriting sample of yours, i will tell about your traits :)